I am zipped up super tight with a ton of plastic Zip ties that I went out on my own and picked up at the local hardware store.

I am converted into the ultimate bedroom lamp complete with a built in alarm clock feature that uses a tens unit on my breasts and ass in place of a simple wakeup call. The lamp can be programmed to turn on and off as well as torment me automatically.

So this update is a little different than normal. I got to thinking about something I have always done from time to time but never really shared on the site. When there is nothing better to do or when I get a new toy I will check it out on myself before I ever use it on the website. When I do this I don't have a whole crew of people living here to take the pictures and video. However I do like to see what the gear looks like on myself and I love to find out how it feels to try it on.

This week we head off to the park where there was enough fresh snow to have a little adventure. I was bound standing at first and once I fell over I was hogtied and gagged with a ball of ice and left to make my best attemp at escape before I was dragged by my knees along the trail.

Since it finally snowed here and I have been waiting for it to come we grabbed the keys to the truck drove down the road for 2 miles added some of my favorite gear so I could make the return trip home outside of the truck in the snow.

This week Michael and I made a visit to Damon Pierce's Place one of the Dominants of Kink. Damon's work has been featured in literally hundreds of bondage books, magazines, and movies and he has recently started a new project where he is not bound by any limitations or rules placed on him by the corporate players over at Kink.

If you have ever suspended from chain you know it is really hard on the body and leaves you really sore the next few days.

Special Video Only Bonus Update

If you enjoy a good tight hogtie this is it. I was bound tight in red rope and left to struggle on the floor.

I use this device all the time in private and I really wanted to share another version of it's use. This time a little harder than the first with the addition of a few more toys and a few more hours. Featuring some of the best breath control I have done.

Over the years I have received several thousand E-mails asking where I get my devices that I use on the website and I write a return E-mail explaining that we build almost everything on the website right here. I spent a full day in the shop with a camera and I documented the entire process. Including a test fitting of a rigid device under construction.

This is another one of those things that since we have built it I have spent several days locked in it to sit alone in various situations. In this one I was locked into a ton of gear. Specifically a Sensory Dep hood some leather arm splints and a set of medical restraints.

Two years ago we built the Perfect Wife Device and I put it up on the website. Since that time I have used the device in my private life all the time increasing the severity along the way. Now I am filled with tens electrodes wrapped in plastic and tape stuffed into the device with a little breath control from a gasmask to push myself to the physical limit to bring a more perfect wife.

A new part of the outdoor camping adventure I started last year. I am sealed to this tree along a trail in the mountains and left alone in the woods.

A clear latex cat suit, a gasmask and breathing tube, a padded rubber frame, a excessive amount of rope and a few kinky minds create this set

I stopped by an old friendss place to help her install a new closet organization system and next thing you know one thing leads to another.

Amber Rayne is filled with a vibrator and an ass hook and locked to a pallet before she is packed up in the back of the truck with the vibrator attached to the taillights for a trip around the town.

The second in the Shop Torment series from last week. I am removed from the confines of my little cage and installed into the custom metal restraints for my own turn in all of the fun. Several sets of clips are put to work in many places.

I spent most of my time locked into my new cage that I tried out for the first time several weeks ago while Go-Go was the one who found herself locked securely into a set of our custom metal stocks in a standing position and tormented for her first visit.

On a recent camping adventure at the lake I spend some time locked into custom restraints while buried in the sand with a crowd walking around and taking pictures completely unaware of my situation.

Amber comes out to the workshop for her first visit to Charlotte Fetish for a chance to spend some time locked away in the Rigid Hogtie Device.